It began like this..
Both of us went out together for dinner.
Before we reach there, we met an accident.
The car if front of us went out of control and banged on us.
Later...
It was a miracle because she was uninjured whereas I am the opposite.
I was unconscious then.
When she went out of the car, she found out that the driver of the car that banged on us had minor cuts.
I was sent to the hospital and was pronounced deceased hours later I arrived.
What happened to her and the guy who banged us?
Did they argued over the accident?
Did she mourn for me?
Did they went to the police station?
I seriously do not know because I was dead.
I knew I was dead but,
I felt a dream-like event occurred in my mind.
I found myself in a pitch black room without doors and moments later, a narrow dim light appeared at one of the corners of the room.
I heard someone whispered,
"Come to me dear Vincent and give up thy sins!! Are thou ready to follow me to the light or thou prefer the dark as thou always like? "
The whisper stopped and the narrow dim light began to fade.
Without hesitating, I ran towards it and gave up my sins as he requested through repentance.
Suddenly,
A blinding flash of light, brighter than anything appeared from everywhere.
I felt like it nearly disintegrated my eyes.
Then,
I found myself in the morgue.
I spontaneously stole a coat I found in the morgue and escaped the dreaded place through a window.
I went back to my own home by taxi, home where both of us lived together.
When I reached home, the door was unlock.
I went in but couldn't find her anywhere.
Before thinking too much, I went to bathe because I can even smell my own "pheromone".
To my surprise, I couldn't find any scars on anywhere of my body and face when I looked into the mirror.
Supposedly I should be disfigured from the accident.
After bathing, I dressed up and called her.
She picked up the phone and asked me who I am.
I told her who i am.
She was shocked and told me that the accident was days ago and thought I was a goner for sure because I was already pronounced deceased along with a death certificate.
I asked her where she is and she told me she is at her friends house but she asked me to wait for her to come back.
30 minutes later,
She came back and I ran to hug her because I miss her alot.
Then she told me,
"Vincent.. We are not like last time already. My feelings for you has disappeared and I dunno why? What we did last time, I barely remember anything at all. Now I already got a boyfriend"
I replied,
"Hey!! It's just few days only and you can tell me that you forgotten everything? Within these few days you can change your heart so fast for another guy? Are you kidding me?"
She said,
"I am really sorry because I don't even feel like hugging you when you hugged me. I think it will be hard if we are continue this because I don't love you anymore."
I replied emotionally,
"Fantastic!!! What you promised me, what you told me and all the smses you wrote me were fake?"
She replied me,
"I dunno.. Even when I look back at my diary, I wanted to laugh because the things wrote there were so childish and I couldn't believe anyone could write that."
My tears began to flow downward like waterfall streams and I replied her,
"Great!! I can't really believe what have become of you.. Who is that guy?"
I was expecting her to keep herself silent but words began uttered from her mouth after a few minutes.
She uttered,
"You dunno who one la!! We met in an accident"
I replied,
"WHAT??!!"
She answered in a cruel manner,
" The guy who banged your car that night."
I replied with anger,
"ZOMGWTFBBQ!!! So you fell in love with him because of that lame accident? Because of that you could forget everything about us? What goddamn ridiculous excuses are you giving me man??!! Do you know why am I still alive without any holes and scars on my body? It was a second chance given by god himself. He gave me a chance to repent, a chance to change myself or to improve myself so that I won't repeat the mistakes I made in the past. What I need now is for you to give me a chance to prove that I have changed. You are the love of my life, of course I need you in my life, I need your motivation and support when I am alone and I am no longer a hermit now because I have changed. We have our own house... Our own car. We are close to marriage dear. You are a part of my life and I will not be fully revived without you giving me another chance....."
She answered me cooly,
"Sorry Vincent.. I am truly sorry really.. But I don't feel like staying with you anymore. Now I am living at his house.. Bye Vincent..."
She left the house after finishing her final words.
Her final words left me confused.
I've been telling to myself,
"What really happened right after I was sent to the hospital? I clearly have no idea at all."
"Instead of mourning for my death she had the time to find new partner and in such a short period of time."
"I seriously never heard of anyone who could do this."
"I realised that the second chance from god was to expose me to this heartbreaking experience."
"To let me know that there is such "human" living among us."
THE END
Both of us went out together for dinner.
Before we reach there, we met an accident.
The car if front of us went out of control and banged on us.
Later...
It was a miracle because she was uninjured whereas I am the opposite.
I was unconscious then.
When she went out of the car, she found out that the driver of the car that banged on us had minor cuts.
I was sent to the hospital and was pronounced deceased hours later I arrived.
What happened to her and the guy who banged us?
Did they argued over the accident?
Did she mourn for me?
Did they went to the police station?
I seriously do not know because I was dead.
I knew I was dead but,
I felt a dream-like event occurred in my mind.
I found myself in a pitch black room without doors and moments later, a narrow dim light appeared at one of the corners of the room.
I heard someone whispered,
"Come to me dear Vincent and give up thy sins!! Are thou ready to follow me to the light or thou prefer the dark as thou always like? "
The whisper stopped and the narrow dim light began to fade.
Without hesitating, I ran towards it and gave up my sins as he requested through repentance.
Suddenly,
A blinding flash of light, brighter than anything appeared from everywhere.
I felt like it nearly disintegrated my eyes.
Then,
I found myself in the morgue.
I spontaneously stole a coat I found in the morgue and escaped the dreaded place through a window.
I went back to my own home by taxi, home where both of us lived together.
When I reached home, the door was unlock.
I went in but couldn't find her anywhere.
Before thinking too much, I went to bathe because I can even smell my own "pheromone".
To my surprise, I couldn't find any scars on anywhere of my body and face when I looked into the mirror.
Supposedly I should be disfigured from the accident.
After bathing, I dressed up and called her.
She picked up the phone and asked me who I am.
I told her who i am.
She was shocked and told me that the accident was days ago and thought I was a goner for sure because I was already pronounced deceased along with a death certificate.
I asked her where she is and she told me she is at her friends house but she asked me to wait for her to come back.
30 minutes later,
She came back and I ran to hug her because I miss her alot.
Then she told me,
"Vincent.. We are not like last time already. My feelings for you has disappeared and I dunno why? What we did last time, I barely remember anything at all. Now I already got a boyfriend"
I replied,
"Hey!! It's just few days only and you can tell me that you forgotten everything? Within these few days you can change your heart so fast for another guy? Are you kidding me?"
She said,
"I am really sorry because I don't even feel like hugging you when you hugged me. I think it will be hard if we are continue this because I don't love you anymore."
I replied emotionally,
"Fantastic!!! What you promised me, what you told me and all the smses you wrote me were fake?"
She replied me,
"I dunno.. Even when I look back at my diary, I wanted to laugh because the things wrote there were so childish and I couldn't believe anyone could write that."
My tears began to flow downward like waterfall streams and I replied her,
"Great!! I can't really believe what have become of you.. Who is that guy?"
I was expecting her to keep herself silent but words began uttered from her mouth after a few minutes.
She uttered,
"You dunno who one la!! We met in an accident"
I replied,
"WHAT??!!"
She answered in a cruel manner,
" The guy who banged your car that night."
I replied with anger,
"ZOMGWTFBBQ!!! So you fell in love with him because of that lame accident? Because of that you could forget everything about us? What goddamn ridiculous excuses are you giving me man??!! Do you know why am I still alive without any holes and scars on my body? It was a second chance given by god himself. He gave me a chance to repent, a chance to change myself or to improve myself so that I won't repeat the mistakes I made in the past. What I need now is for you to give me a chance to prove that I have changed. You are the love of my life, of course I need you in my life, I need your motivation and support when I am alone and I am no longer a hermit now because I have changed. We have our own house... Our own car. We are close to marriage dear. You are a part of my life and I will not be fully revived without you giving me another chance....."
She answered me cooly,
"Sorry Vincent.. I am truly sorry really.. But I don't feel like staying with you anymore. Now I am living at his house.. Bye Vincent..."
She left the house after finishing her final words.
Her final words left me confused.
I've been telling to myself,
"What really happened right after I was sent to the hospital? I clearly have no idea at all."
"Instead of mourning for my death she had the time to find new partner and in such a short period of time."
"I seriously never heard of anyone who could do this."
"I realised that the second chance from god was to expose me to this heartbreaking experience."
"To let me know that there is such "human" living among us."
THE END
P/S : So is that all she knows how to say? What we can conclude from this story is, she met new love through an accident whereas I lost my love through an accident/surprise. This story is fiction but related or similar to the true story. Just few days she could forget everything about us (almost a year) and love another person. I seriously got no clue how they could get along so quick. God knows why in a blink of an eye, I lost the love of my life in such a tragedy. I don't even know whether her happiness is real or bluffing herself as I don't see any regrets in your actions. You really assume I am dead?
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