Thursday, October 22, 2009

Wrong Turn

What your people said were true.

In my opinion, indeed you don't really understand him very well.

When he said your irritating, instantaneously you can know there is something wrong yet you still repeat it? Is that what you called understanding. Is it because you heart tells you that you're going at the correct direction just that he doesn't understand your so called deeds? Is this how you understand someone? Are you going to just sit there not doing anything while waiting for him to realize?

If so, I think I understand what's the reason you proposed a break up with me.

It's because you don't even understand who I am and what I'm capable of, although we've been together for almost a year.

You want to know why?

Because you do things going through only the heart but not the mind as well.

Your doing it correctly but partially, which led to imperfection.

I have to admit that you're quite irritating sometimes and I'm sure I'm quite irritating to you at times as well.

So we're equal so to speak.

But things doesn't work that way you know?

I hate to have wars with people especially the person I love.

What I did was, I tried my very best to understand what person god has created you to be.

I know I was late but at least I realized my mistakes and tried to fix it so that we could have a better life together.

But when I did, you turned against me without even realizing what I've been going through for you during the break.

Do you ever have the initiative to understand me or just say it for the sake of saying just like taking drugs?

You can say a zillion "I Love You" with your mouth but does your heart and mind really mean so?

I'm always afraid of that question everytime you mentioned that 3 words to me.

Well, you've taken your turn against me.

I just hope your next turn wouldn't be a wrong turn.