Thursday, August 6, 2009

The Desperado of Love

She is losing herself due to her own insatiable thirst for love.

Physically weak I understand but I didn't expect was, your so weak in mind as well.

No wonder your so easily fooled by words.

No wonder your so easily to be manipulated.

No wonder you always say, as if your dying when someone is not by your side to love you.

Do you expect someone to be with you 24/7?

Do you expect someone to kiss you 24/7?

Do your expect someone to hug you 24/7?

Ask yourself how many relationships you've been through?

I hope you don't think it that way or else you're actually going on blinded-love spree all these years of relationships.

I'm your 5th and you clearly know who was your 3th right?

He left you because he needs space. Doing all those 24/7 things just suffocates him due to lack of freedom being given to him. He showed physical cruelness to you when he left you because he does not know how to put it in words.

Same thing you did to me just that it's in words. Cruel intentions yet present at that moment.

Why do you have such many ex-bf(s)? It's because you never wanted learn about your past mistakes and your decisions. You just do things by following your heart's desire without going through the brain. That's why you only think about yourself. As long as you're happy then can. Others happy or sad, you don't even bother at all. That's just pure selfishness.

Anyway, please don't cry and nag about it when he is not around you for the moment. Be mature for god's sake.

Everything we do in this world has good and bad. Why is that so?

It's because we are humans and we are not perfect.

That's why what we do will lead to imperfection. So, whatever we do will not lead to perfect good and bad. Both are to be present at the same time which signifies our imperfection.
In other words, whatever decisions we make, there will be consequences ahead. The consequences may not be always obvious in our sight. But, it is always present there.

"I'm not cursing anyone, it's philosophy I'm talking about. You can decide not to believe me if you don't want to, I'm not forcing anyone as usual."

People around you are just guessing and assuming what happened between us that day especially the things you said to me. Also, the way they're judging me like they know who I am. Why? It's because there are some things you didn't actually tell them, am I right? Or you can say whatever goddamn things behind me and there is nothing I can do about it. Surely you kept some truths hidden from their sights.

What I think is that, whether or not you hide some things from them, it doesn't really matter much. You know why? It's because they sided with you not due the righteous judgment. They sided with you plainly because of friendship. A righteous judgment is made based on neutrality.

For me, if anyone sides with me because of friendship, I rather not to have any friends because by doing so, they are just making bias judgment and clearly that's not what I wanted. In my opinion, that's not what I call true friends.

Only both of us knew the exact event happened between us that day. So only you will truly understand the messages I'm trying to convey to you here.

Well, go on with what you're doing now.

Rest assure that you will get what's coming to you in the future.

No comments:

Post a Comment